October 13: Home Sweet Home

I made it to Cassadaga where I will stay for two or three nights. Had a wonderful reunion with Jennifer. I so need a break after driving twelve consecutive days since leaving Connecticut.

Yet I might drive tomorrow. I am very low on fuel and no place I passed on those last seventy miles in had diesel. The plan right now is to keep calling stations in nearby towns and driving to whichever one gets a shipment first ... but then when I remember I am divinely guided and protected, I am more likely to let the universe provide the fuel when I need it. It's all about trusting spirit. It reminds me of a book I read long ago – "Love Is Letting Go Of Fear" – and fear is what keeps me from trusting. A lesson I relearn at least once a year is to stay in a state of love. To just stop fearing and to trust.

Yeah, I'm thinking too much. About to hang the hammock … hours earlier than usual. Hoping I will see the moon again tonight.