I began going through two years of monthly journals, flipping pages as fast as possible, seeing what grabs me still, remembering ... There are just so many memories. And I'm sure I've forgotten twice what I remember.

Today is the 194th day on Karmalita, and a grand total of 1450 when I add in Karma. I still have much to sort through and attempt to integrate. I am trying to psyche myself up to go into town early in the week to mail off what I can at the post office and find groceries. And perhaps find a place to get a meal I don't have to cook.